February 2012
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fighting
I really hate arguing with people I love.
I can’t help but cry during these arguments.
It’s not so much the content that upsets me but really the fact that I know that due to our anger, we will say certain things that we don’t really mean to purposely hurt one another.
Every word hurts.
Every word I say to them, hurts me too.
I try so hard to control myself but I...
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wondering
I’m wondering, boy…
Do you think about me like I sometimes think of you?
As much as I’d hate to admit it…
I miss “us”
Where’d you go? :’c
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that awkward moment when you see an attractive boy...
amandameyer:
STORY OF MY FUCKING LIFE
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people
They underestimate me.
They look at me, and they see my makeup, my contacts, my done up hair.
They see my fashion choices, they see my painted nails.
They think to themselves…
Oh, she’s just another typical teenager that probably doesn’t give a fuck about school and won’t ever succeed because she’s too busy caring about what she looks like.
I’m going to...
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grades
I, for once felt extremely proud of myself. Anyone who knows me, knows that I am a naturally ambitious person and I set high expectations for myself. Not only for me but for my family as well.
I received my marks for my report card $:
History - 98
Business - 97
Accounting - 97
Science - 93
French - 93
Careers - 93
Math - 91
English - 90
Successfully achieved my 94% average :3
Time to...
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grow up
When I look around at students in my grade in school, I feel like I see kids from elementary school. I don’t understand why their mindset is at a grade 4/5 level.
They are so naive and ignornant of everything around them. They act like tough shit but they ain’t even worthy to be shit.
These kids have no sense of discipline or ambition…all they care about is goofing off and talking about...
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teehee
D: Find me a bf or a gf -.-
Me: You duh lonely bby? Naw, only come to me for porn, sorry babes.
D: Lol. At least you're honest.
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an example of a conversation between me& sokvicher
Me: LOLOLOL AM I HIPSTER YET
Sokvi: You’re so cute :3 lol
Me: lol it’s makeup :v
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do you understand now?
Remember when I told you that I’m a bitch? And you replied, “well, I don’t think you are one…”
And here we are today…
I wish I could tell you that I feel sad, guilty or anything really but I don’t.
John may say that he can take the title of “Most Cold Hearted” from me but LOL, not even.
I’m the type to get close to someone and one day, just get up and leave.
I’m one of the worst kind of...
icuntcum0ver:
every time someone says that they’re not going to hurt me,
they end up doing it anyways.
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don't think
anyone realizes just how messed up I really am…
inside
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do you?
You might think you know me.
You might think you know me down to the very core.
You might feel like all the things that I’ve confided in you,
allowed you to take a glimpse of what is inside my mind.
But in the end…
You still don’t know me.
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always dress to kill
That’s my motto.
Anyone who knows me in rl, knows that I wear whatever the fuck I want. I dress up everyday at school and idgaf if anyone likes it or not lol. It’s my body c:
Lately…my style is changing. I mean sure, I am still very “hipster” influenced../but now it’s leaning towards the darker side. I’ve been feeling the urge to dye my hair pastel...
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sciretacere:
Problems with finding a boyfriend (both on here and irl):
He’s taken
He’s gay
He lives too far away
You are not even close to his level
He’s too beautiful, that you can’t say a damn word in his presence.
Yep.
Too relevant.
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not good at friendships
To be completely honest, I’m not…
I have trust issues so I don’t give second chances.
I ask for too much and give back too little.
This, I’m very aware of.
I can be a bitch or a sweetheart depending on my mood and how close I feel I am with you.
I also distant myself from certain people for silly reasons but that’s just the way I am.
I am quick to jump to...
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:$
The second term report card is coming out soon and I can’t wait to find out my marks. I hope I improve everything :3
So far, to my knowledge…all marks are from last report card other than eng, math, history&accounting
English- 88
Depends if my essay and my presentation changed it D:
Increased 4%
Accounting- 97
Report card mark c:
Same mark as last
Math- 89
Ermmm test...
January 2012
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TGIF
This is my first “free” weekend since winter break ended. It has only been two weeks but one of the most stressful times gosh. I haven’t been able to see my usual crew lately and it’s so sad because I usually see them once a week :’c Not to mention that there’s new drama going on now and argh, drama is just…I can’t even deal.
A lot of things...
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the-loved:
Sometimes I’m afraid to be happy because everytime I’m happy, something goes wrong, and hurts me..
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distance
I’m not going to lie, I have been feeling really distant from my friends and just everyone in general lately. I find that I’m just so tired of dealing with feelings. I honestly prefer solitude to company these days. I don’t make any efforts to socialize or even just catch up with anyone.
With people, comes feelings. With feelings, comes doubts. With doubts, comes drama. With...
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there's a boy...
in my life right now that makes me smile and my heart beat a little faster $: I honestly don’t know if I really like him or if he even likes me but I like where everything is going. I really don’t want to sound cheesy but I feel like we’ve always had a connection…I don’t know how this all began. We had a chance to date once before but I was with someone back...
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weight issue
I’ve been gaining a lot of weight and it’s really starting to bug me…
my face is so much fatter, and so is everywhere else
lumps, lumps, lumps
I need to step up and actually work out…./sigh
but honestly I have no motivation ni willpower what so ever!
Someone be my workout buddy :c
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I give props to whoever deals with me.
I’m difficult, emotional, and stubborn. My mood switches all the time, and I can shut you off if you annoy me. Sometimes I wonder how people put up with me.
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there are so many
things I’d like to do with myself this year. The thing is, while I want all these things…I just don’t seem to have the motivation or courage to do so…due to so many reasons. I want to evolve to the person I want to be and feel comfortable in my own skin; to feel like me at last.
This year,
I want to get pierced - lips and industrial
I want to lose weight - 20 pounds...
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don't know why...
but sometimes I just sit here and think about the past, the present and the future. I think about all the things I’ve done, the things I didn’t do and the things I could have done. I think about my regrets and all that I’ve learned from them. I think about all the people in my life and all those that left. I think about how they changed me and how I might have changed them. I...
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A fresh beginning...
It’s the start of a new year, 2012…I wonder what’s in store for me? Over the past few years I’ve experienced so many things, both good and bad that has caused me to grow up. Even if these experiences hurt me and I regret them, I still wouldn’t give them up for anything. I believe it’s people’s experiences in life that shapes them into who they are; I know...